The World Inside My Head

When you look at me, I get this...warm, gooey, chocolatey feeling....like melted caramel fudge, only deep in my chest, deep down In my heart. It literally warms my body from the inside out, it makes my fingertips vibrate and it makes me stand on my tiptoes, almost like I could fly. My heart beats so fast I'm afraid it'll beat right out of my chest. I can't help but smile. I get nervous and clumsy and awkward and I forget the words I want to say. I live for those few moments when we walk next to each other, because I can imagine taking those and so many more steps by your side. I want to be in our own little world together, just you and I. I want to know what you smell like, and what your skin, your hands, your lips feel like. I want you to wrap me up in your arms and curl your body around mine; envelop me with your warmth. I want to get lost in you. But that's a fool's fuckin' dream, so that's just what I'll do now. Nighters.